An Anachronist’s Life

我看到wind的留言，我也一直在看阮一峰的博客，也订阅了。这真是个不幸的消息。

Are We Falling Or Flying?

我的情况和阮类似，我猜我没有阮那么多的点击数。阮接到了一个电话：

This afternoon, I received a mobile call from the government (as alleged). On the phone, a man told me with a polite tone, but you can obviously feel a kind of intangible and perceptible intimidation within, that a recent my blog entry is NOT allowed to publish on the internet, so it has to be deleted as soon as possible. 

Without any oral resistance, even without asking why, I deleted the article as soon as possible, like a silent lamb.

The man said “Thank you”, hang up the phone.

然后他决定改变他的博客。

Now, the final decision is I will NOT criticize or talk of the Chinese Politics here anymore…. I know it is a regrettable decision, but it is certainly the right time for me to do something else.

我无法评价他的决定，我自己也没有准备好如何去面对这样的电话。在众多的留言中，V说：

博主，我的经历有些类似，因为我的态度强硬，我因此曾经进去过。在里面我的想法变了很多，我现在只是一个普通的职员。随着时间的推移，再看到那些有过我类似经历的报道，我只能说我理解并同情他们，但我决不会再重蹈覆辙了。

虽然也听说过很多internet censorship的case，但是这件事还是给我足够的冲击；从来没感觉到big brother离我如此之近。我需要时间来考虑如何应对此类事件。

以前说过，这个政府善于把体制内的异议人士变成体制外的反对派。希望阮不会走这条路。